Monday, March 1, 2010

I lied about the other post being my final...

I entered some pictures into a contest at my school.  These five (plus one TBA) were selected by a committee to be displayed in our equivalent of a student union and be included in a silent auction for Primary Small Projects, a really interesting non-profit that operates out of Williamsburg and works in Mali [http://www.practicalsmallprojects.org].  If any of my loyal readers would like to place a bid on any of the photos (they will be professionally mounted and blown up by our campus museum), please email me (or talk to my parents) and let me know your bid so I can place it for you. 
Thanks for reading!

Monday, February 1, 2010

The Conducta

This is a story that I decided to write for one of the magazines on campus.  If I get the ten dollars for it that the sign promised, it's going to be the first money that I'll collect for the women that I worked with. It's also a more upbeat way for me to pretty much close out this blog for this chapter.  Enjoy- or not. 

Special thanks to my sister (that's you Snookums) for editing.

I was lost. In Nairobi, the sun starts to descend around six fifteen, and it was already seven o’clock.  Originally, I thought I could take the matatus (the ubiquitous Nissan vans of East Africa) to my friend’s house on the other side of town in plenty of time. The combination of traffic, rain, and an incorrect matatu had stranded me at an unfamiliar stage at dusk. Every matatu tout and conducta sent me in a circle.  “Unataka numba 30!”  “No! You want numba 14.”  Men hassled me to get onto their matatus.  It was getting dark; unsure of my next move, I turned away.
A man wearing the full red uniform of a conducta quietly offered to show me to the other matatu stage, just across the busy road and the block of tall buildings.  I was out of any other options.  The voice in the back of my head reminded me that it was dangerous in Nairobi at night, and that I should not trust strange men. At the same time I knew that if I stayed out of dark abandoned alleys I should be fine.  The stranger began to admonish another man harassing me and my decision was cemented: better to place my trust in a quiet stranger than to stay with the men that were pestering me.
I ran across the busy road with the man and began walking through the quiet, dimly lit streets of Westlands District.  He told me that his name was Luda, and that he was a conducta getting off of work.  A conducta is a hard job- he collects the money and passengers in matatu (a 14 passenger Nissan van that serves as public transportation).  The days are long; one driver that I spoke to told me that he had been driving the same route for over twelve hours.  The pay is low.  What little is made may have to be paid to gangs that rule certain routes.  If a certain quota of fares is not met, the driva and conducta might not be paid, or could lose their jobs.
Wealthier men and women own the matatus, not the people that work them.  If a foolish mazungu (white person) gets on board, extra money can be made from swindling. 
Luda led me to the correct matatu stage.  I thanked him and started to talk to the driva at the stop.  “There is no matatu that goes there,” he told me.  “But, if you want to pay 800 bob, I’ll drive you there myself.”
I recognized obvious extortion in the company of a sleazy smile.  As I started to argue, frustrated, Luda jumped in.  After a rapid discussion with the driver, he turned to me and told me that there was no hope- I should take a taxi.  As he led me to the taxi stand, we talked more.  He was looking for a job, any job.  He would bargain with the taxi driver to get me a fair price.  Life in Nairobi is hard right now.  Jobs are not available, even college graduates are working as matatu conductas.  He wants to continue in school, but does not have the money.  His story was laid out matter of factly; his voice held no hint of a sob, no cajoling.  Of all of the stories of unemployment, underemployment, and general difficulty that I heard in
Kenya, his was the most unassuming.  He asked if he could give me my number, and did not ask for mine.  This differentiation may seem slight, but it is very important and rare in the context of Kenya. After he got me a taxi, I gave him the shillings I had in my pocket, and programmed his brother’s number into my phone- as he explained, he had not yet saved enough for his own phone, but if I heard of a job opportunity I should call and ask for him.
I never heard of a job opportunity.  When I spoke to an American friend, she laughed at my suggestion.   It is unlikely that gentle, unassuming Luda will ever find a job, unlikely that I will ever see him again or be able to thank him properly for saving a lost foreigner half a world away from home.  He gave me a hand in a strange land and, in doing so, made my impression of his country- proving that human kindness is universal, despite any indications to the contrary. 

Friday, December 11, 2009

Thanks Kenya

Just for one last kick in the ass from the Kenyan government (hasn't really been in the blog much, but could rant for hours)- there's some ridiculous form that the government requires in order to take an animal out of the country (but the way people treat animals here, don't know why it matters really).  Paka is staying in her homeland- not sure where yet.  The only option was to buy a new plane ticket, postpone my arrival home for three days, and still run the risk of not getting her through the other countries that I have to fly through.  She'll be okay, I know- but it's still pretty crushing.

On a lighter note.  Be home soon!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Finishing Up

So- it's been a strange few days.
It's presentations.  We're staying in a world class resort in Malindi where we have to do things like use utensils, speak English consistently, and act entirely different culturally than we're used to.  Note- the resort might not actually be world class but it sure is the nicest one that I've ever stayed in.  It has three pools, a beach, and awesome snorkeling (which we did today) not too far away. 

We finished our presentations today.  It was nice reviewing what everyone learned during their ISPs and a lot of how everyone had similar experiences.  I feel like I've become much more reflective during my time here- which is bizarre, but probably a good growth experience.  Hopefully I can keep it up.

Today my director said something amazing- "Getting to Nairobi is like getting to heaven.  It's very difficult."  He was talking about traffic- but after all this time here and knowing that "getting to Nairobi" means leaving this place after almost four months with a lot of very different perspectives and goals than I arrived with- it feels like he was describing my total time in Kenya.  Funny how that works.

I don't know that I've really posted sufficiently about my work with the spina bifida and hydrocephalus group that I worked with.  Prepare for some of that and some old, prewritten posts sometime soon.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Paper Finished

After 48 hours of writing, 32 profiles of parents with children with hydrocephalus and spina bifida, and a month's worth of work, my ISP is finished.  All fifty pages of it are being printed out as I type, at an internet cafe close to where I lived for the past month.  Parts of it are well written and emotive of the actual feelings that the parents of the children go through- but more of the work is in a dry research style- the way that I normally write papers.  I find this fact disappointing, and plan on going back to change many aspects of the paper during winter break when I can get my friends and family to more properly edit it for a creative voice.  Following this, I hope to submit it to as many journals as I can.  For now, I still have to create a presentation- which should be able to give more of a voice to the research participants, and write a self criticism.  Tomorrow I'm off to Malindi, leaving the place that I've called home for a month, with Paka in tow.  Should be fun.
Be home in 8 days!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Writing Paper/Internet Down

My computer is messed up in terms of internet.  Not the most specific diagnosis, but that's what I've got.

I'm writing my forty plus page paper over the next two days.  Will not be doing ANYTHING else. 

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

It doesn't really feel like Thanksgiving here.  Time seems to have stood still since I arrived.  In my head I'm certain that I'm going to fly into DC in two weeks and it's going to be summer.  Oh well.  Here's what I'm thankful for today.
- growing up in a country that I can wear what I want to wear without being harassed.
- soon returning to a country where women have just as much power as men.
- not being married or having children like many women my age here.
- my family and friends.

Hope everyone has a lovely holiday!  I'm off to Nairobi tonight, turning around and coming back to Mombasa on Saturday.  I'm then off to see my rural family in Shirazi for a couple of days so probably no internet until Monday or Tuesday.  Enjoy turkey, stuffing, and pies!